Monday, September 19, 2011

Personal Reflections on Life's Challenges

Dear Daddy,

It has been a while since I have written my personal reflection. I guess, having a “great need” for your blessing can really humble any person and come to you for mercy and grace.

Father, times have been tough. Challenges are not only big in my financial life, but in my family as well. Papa hasn’t returned for more than 2 weeks now. I really understand his reasons. And Mama is really in deep pain. I don’t want to do. I want to be mad at Papa but at the same time I pity him.

He too, never felt love from his Father. I just wished He seek Your Love instead. But his choices are his own. I pray for his health and his welfare. And that my entire family will truly be able to forgive him one day.

For Mama Daddy, I pray that may you grant her strength. I know she is stronger than most women. But I also know that she is just a human. The mere fact that she shares to me that she cries in between her teaching-classes only shows that she is in deep pain. Please Lord, bless her with your grace always. If possible every second of her waking and sleeping life. I ask that you also reward her for her kindness, and loyalty to our family.

Daddy, I also come to you for a downpour of financial blessings. I believe that just like our forefathers, You have blessed us with the power of our tongue. Father, I have many dues that I need to pay. Not only that, I also have a growing family. I love them so much. As I know that you love them more. Please Father bless me with a downpour of financial blessings. I specifically ask for a 200,000 Peso monthly income.

I know my attitude is still unprepared for that kind of income. But I am taking baby steps towards changing my thinking. When I am in full control of my thinking I can change my entire life. Of course that includes my financial life.

Bless me Father, I live and breathe at your mercy always.

In Jesus Mighty name, Amen.

RJB