Personal Reflection on My own Personal FEARS

Dear Daddy,

Hi Dad, it’s been really quite a while since I have written in my personal journal of my life. As always this has been my beginning line if ever there is a time that I stop writing my journals.

First and foremost, I am very sorry and I am in fact guilty that I wasn’t able to go to church this day. It’s supposed to be as Sunday, and I am supposed to spend with you on this special day. Even though I know that you have forgiven me, I still am really sorry.

Secondly, I write this journal because I again want to reflect. Why in the world have I achieve nothing in one year of my life as an entrepreneur?

I have already been faced with a lot of opportunities, yet, not a single one did give the results that I desire. I already know what I want, especially in terms of how much I want to earn. And again, opportunities are just standing right in front of me.
I know what to do, but do nothing!

Weird….

As I look within me, I slowly get a picture of what’s holding me back.

It’s fear. The most negative feeling of all. The dream killer. The deadly virus.

I think I fear a lot of things. Why? Because of the guilt I have with my sins. Because of how I was brought up. Because of the feeling to be rejected. And many more…

Because of all the reasons above, I get paralyzed.
This is all just a lie that my past experience has “taught” me. But all of my fears are not true. I have a big GOD. BIGGER than anything in this world. I FEAR NOTHING. I have INFINITE POTENTIAL. I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!

I have to look to love. In fact, not just an ordinary love. But God’s love for me. Why would I be afraid? Why would I doubt myself, when I know that God loves me. HE is at my side. He is at my future. He is at the highest moments of my life, and as well as my lowest.

Daddy, I shall continue to pursue my dreams. By your grace and love, I will anchor on that truth, that I truly have infinite potential.

I love you so much Daddy.

Your son,
Jake

Daily Personal Reflections On My Attitude

Dear Daddy,

It is great day full of blessings and today I do my personal reflections on my attitude.

I am really admitting that I have been really lazy and complacent. Why did I wait for me to get hungry, until I would act on needs seriously? It needed a very strong message from my wife and her pressuring me before I had to act.

I am really a shame of myself. Eleven months as an entrepreneur, I have nothing to show. I even got buried in debt instead of acquiring more wealth.

I have to really learn to love myself more. Only through this way will achieve success.

My being lazy ends today. I will focus on really earning what my family deserves. What my wife and daughter deserves.

I am now very hungry for earning a lot money.

I pray and ask for your blessings Daddy. Bless me with a 6-figure income by the end of October 31, 2011. I promise Lord, I will really act. No more vague commitments.

All of this I ask in Jesus Name.

Amen.