Dear Daddy,
It is really a good reliazation for me that I should be journalizing everyday, at least maybe once a day.
Today's reflection made me think of really focusing on my self love everyday. In which, I should be reflective of how I loved myself in a day.
For today, I don't think I gave myself that much love. I just realize this when I was riding the jeepney. One of the main reasons why I am easily hurt, even with the words from my wife.
I know that with personal conversations with you and personal reflections, I get renew that love for myself. The thought that you love me as your own son alone, is an enormous amount love that makes me feel secure everyday. But I need to remind myself of that everyday.
Also today, what I realize is about my income. Have I become better or earned better with my team or did I remain the same. Is working with my current team helping me or is it pulling me down? A very good question that I should be asking in myself.
Or has my team made me complacent than I already am?
I know I have to continuously reflect on this. Mostly what has happen is it has fed my ego due to that fact that I am recognize by both team and people looking up to our team as well. Thinking really helps me quantify my feelings and thoughts. As well as it also helps me on my decision making.
Again, I will continuously reflect on this. I ask of You Daddy, please grant me Your grace in my decision making process.
I love you Lord, I ask that may You bless that I become more like Bro. Jesus everyday.
Amen.
