Friday, December 24, 2010

I Need Help Dad, Please Guide Me in my Personal Reflection


Dear Daddy,

I'm really frustrated right now Dad.

Christmas is coming and I should be out buying gifts for my family, spending time with friends, giving out bundles of joy to the poor. But, instead we are now at the hospital and Mamai is suffering from frequent vomiting, hence she and our coming baby could suffer from dehydration.

It seems that the moment I got married, life just suddenly became harder.

Why, Lord? Is this my time of famine for now?



As much as I want to be thankful, it's kinda hard to find it in my heart right now. Though deep inside me, I know that you are there. But why am I still doubtful?

I ask of you Dad, please increase my faith. That, I may trust you more, knowing that you will always provide for me.

As I do my daily personal reflection Dad, grant me peace and understanding of the bigger picture.

Now Dad, I list again the things that I am thankful for. So that I am reminded of your love and blessings. And that today is just a day of redirection for a bigger and better plan.

Here's my list of thanksgiving:
1. That our baby is still okay, and healthy
2. Family is in good health
3. At least a few savings, mutual funds, and stocks left
4. That I am in good health
5. For the delicious coffee at Bo's Coffee
6. For the new people I've met and for them smile
7. For the lessons learn in Internet Marketing
8. For an "opportunity" to sleep in a "hotel"
9. For an additional Sun SBW load (300 Pesos)
10. For the beautiful smile of my wife
11. That I can still afford to eat at Fast Food and middle class restaurants
12. For the my and updated blog - Sales Mentor
13. For unlimited text of Sun Cellular
14. For the love that my family always gives me
15. For an inspiring elder brother
16. For giving me generous heart
17. For the joint ventures in business
18. For allowing me to wake up everyday

That feels a lot better Dad.

Please bless me, and provide for our needs always.
This, I ask, in Jesus name.

Amen.

RJB

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