Personal Reflection on a Great Challenge

Dear Daddy,

It’s been a while since I have made my personal reflections, and there’s really in my chest right now that needs to be released.

It’s the due day of Mamai Lord, and instead of earning more money, I have earned more debts. Reality is really sinking in to Mamai, and it’s sort of making her nuts. But honestly she has a very good point.

Since my last day with SMIS, I haven’t really shown her any results. I guess this Your way of telling me Daddy, that enough is enough, work your ass off. I have been really slack this past six months. Always procrastinating. Stubborn as ever. And wasting my energy and time and worthless activities.

Yes, one of the areas that I need to work on is my relationships, my health, my spiritual life, and my moment of “stress-free” days, but I have to draw the line and focus what matters most in my life’s current situation.  And that focus is to earn a big-chunk of cash for Mamai’s delivery.

I have to wake up and work on something really, really, really, really fast. I need at least 200,000 Pesos in 30 days. Pressure is really building up on my mind and even in my vital organs. Just the thought of it causes my hyper acidity to activate, like a volcano ready to explode.

I can only think of 4 things to do that will make me some quick cash, Daddy. Of course it has to really utilize my most core gift – TALKING. 

These basic things are:
1. Real Estate selling
2. Internet Marketing
3. IMG – Network Marketing
4. Events Marketing

By focusing my time and specially my core skills these powerful businesses, the 200,000 Pesos in one month is doable. I have never challenged myself this much, and I think this is really an experience worth remembering.

This is actually a do or die situation Daddy. I must make the 200k or my baby will suffer. And also this will really give Mamai a peace of mind.
But heavenly Father as I challenge myself, and really push towards achieving this big-audacious goal, I look to you for grace and guidance, knowing that all things comes from your goodness and generosity.

Daddy, You are my Father, and I know as Your son I am also entitled to Your abundance here on earth and in heaven. I ask of you Daddy please bless me with the anointing of ease. I really need it Dad. For sure you are well aware of that.

I come to You Father with a trusting heart.

All of this I ask in Jesus mighty name.

Amen

RJB